Christian Poems

Paulnatekin writes

A new life

Outside I laugh, inside I cry
Outside I’m strong, inside I’m weak
Outside I’m found, inside I’m lost
Outside I see my dreams until I close my door at night
I’m lost
Outside I see the light, inside I’m dark
Outside I have a friend, inside I’m alone in the dark
Outside I talk, inside I’m silent like a rock
Oh why!
Outside I’m a Christian, inside I’m far away from God
Outside I want to live a day, inside I want to die at night
Outside I live, inside I died for a long time
Oh why!
Outside I have a friend to talk, inside I can’t find anyone that can give me a new life
Oh why!
Outside I have a joy around my friends, inside I’m afraid and lost
Oh help me please.
Outside I say in myself, inside I can’t figure out who am I myself
Oh why.
Outside my heart is running blood around my body, inside my heart is a rock.
Oh help me God.
I was looking outside for joy, fun, pride, friends and more
But inside I forgot about my _____ living person.
Now I am dead inside and have left not much time.
Outside I’m afraid and lost.
Oh if I had one more chance, I would do same _____.
But now it’s only you. Outside. Forget about inside.
You’re dead
My thoughts running in my mind.
Oh no my life is gone.
I want to leave this world for to be lost.
I see my friends; they’re dying just like me.
I want to tell, “No, please, it isn’t that I’m dead inside.”
Oh why.
I have no hopes, I have no future.
I am lost.
Goodbye my friends, my mom and dad.
Please forgive me for this letter.
I had enough in my life.
I’m lost and I can’t find my way out.
Mama, please don’t cry.
Last day for me, I thought in mind, and that’s all for me in this world.
I had last coffee cup at our friend’s coffee shop
Then I left to that place where I see the world last time.
I got there and I got ready to leave my world.
Then something happened
I thought I died
I saw a man was been beaten by a man
I ran and yell, “Oh why?”
Then I saw myself around themselves _____ him.
I asked myself, “Oh why?”
He told me, “My friend, I have to die to give you new life inside.”
Oh why?
To me but not some one else
I was the one who beat on you
He said, “My son – you’re not the only one. There’s more like you.
They’re dead inside.”
I saw a love and joy in Him
He said, “For you, my son. I died for you, my son.”
I felt a pain inside my body and I woke up
Oh lord, is this a dream or what?
But then I saw blood on my hands
I realized it wasn’t a dream
I got new life inside of me
Oh thank You, Lord
I want to see my friends
I saw them dead inside
My heart is broken, Lord
Oh please show them your love and give them new life
It is my prayer to You, my Lord
Oh friend, if you only knew how hard it cries
Day and night because of you
Oh friend, don’t let yourself die inside
It’s hard to be dead inside
You’re lost, afraid
But please, give your life to Jesus Christ
He died for you to give new life.
Oh Lord, my friends – they’re like part of body _____
Oh please forgive them, God
They want your help, oh God
They’re lost, they need your help
Oh please don’t let them die inside
My prayer to you, oh Lord
Oh please don’t forget my friends
I thank you Lord
You heart my cry of heart.