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 | Abuse: You were suppose to love me |
 Anonymous writes
You were suppose to love me
take care of me
and keep me from all evil
and what did you do?
you were the one hurting me
you were the one lying and cheating and using me
I cant believe i was that supid and ignorant
I knew i just didnt Want to know
I cant believe it still that you hurt me
lyed
cheated
used my body
used my mind
and used my family
the only family you ever knew
I loved you
You laid in bed with those girls while talking on the phone to me
you Left my house and went straight to seeing them
You hurt me
I never thought you would ever hit me
But you did
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Posted by moderator on Friday, March 21 2008@ 03:04:40 CDT (294 reads)
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| Abuse: a childs prayer |
Anonymous writes
Dear God
Have I offended thee?
What else can make
My mommy so mean.
I try not to cry out loud
When she hits me
Because it better if
I don't make a sound.
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Posted by moderator on Friday, March 21 2008@ 02:57:33 CDT (611 reads)
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| Abuse: it hurt me too |
Anonymous writes
you covered me in bruises
i didn't know where to turn
i blamed myself for everything even the things i never done
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Posted by moderator on Saturday, May 26 2007@ 15:01:04 CDT (951 reads)
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| Abuse: no longer a victim of his violence! |
punkatopia writes
How does it feel to know
That you betrayed my trust?
That you shattered my life to pieces,
That you turned my soul to dust?
What's it like to know,
That you haunt my every dream
And how every single night,
I wake up with a piercing scream?
Does it make you want to laugh,
When you know I live in fear?
Or when you know that you're the cause of the voices that I hear?
Did you enjoy watching me suffer,
While you inflicted the pain?
When you raped my heart and you beat me,
Like it was all some sort of game?
Do you cherish all those things you took,
Those things you stole from me;
My innocence, my confidence and my heart's virginity?
Did it ever cross your mind,
To take my life away?
Or did you hope that maybe I would snap,
And do it myself someday?
Does it scare you that i'm still alive,
And that i know what you have done?
Are you paranoid that one day,
I might actually tell someone?
Is the guilt eating at your thoughts,
Is it getting into your brain?
Do you regret the things you've done to me,
To make me live a life of pain?
Dou you think that I'm still scared of you?
If you do your very wrong.
Did you ever think i'd get through this,
and once again be strong?
I've got you cornered with your sins,
You've been trapped in your own hole.
Does it frighten you to know the truth,
That i'm the one who's in control?
Are you mad because I put an end,
To your cruel little game?
Does it disapoint you,
That I no longer feel the pain?
Are you nervous when I praise the lord?
Will you be weary when we meet?
You should be; if there's one thing that you've taught me,
It's how revenge is always sweet!!!
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Posted by publisher on Monday, May 02 2005@ 20:06:42 CDT (496 reads)
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| Abuse: sorry its not really a poem more my feelings |
silent writes
I asked you to hold me, but not that far,
I asked you to stop, but you said it was right,
I tried to push you away, but your weight was on me,
All I could hear was your panting, and your sweat dripping on my body,
I felt your heartbeat against my chest.
Your grip was strong, I felt weak.
Does NO not mean NO anymore? I tried to push you away, but you said no guy would take me.
I feel so ugly, I feel rejected.
Why did I let you do this to me? I can’t look at a guy in the same way again.
I want God to hold me, but in a different way
I want to feel special again, beautiful and worth something.
But I can’t trust anyone anymore.
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Posted by isko on Saturday, March 26 2005@ 21:21:23 CST (540 reads)
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